woe is me

i feel like crap, my mother in law is visiting and that's going real well *smiles,not* its just draining, shes lovely but i feel like i have this underhanded attempt to sabbotage everything i want to do! GRRRR

my diets been off, and i know i should be strong enough to say no, but i just have this terrible habit of feeling bad if im hard work! Which i have to get over because other wise i end up feeling worsed and am getting fatter n fatter im suppposed to be dropping body fat!

So im going back on to my old diet this week, just to try and get it down for when i get to perth..... and then before i start another program i will do some more research on nutrition....actually i know its simple im just making bad choice and not being prepared~! c'mon kat....lets turn up the heat!