Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Life changes

Wow! Well, i can honestly say that 4 weeks ago i just felt like i was driving myself deeper in to a hole and now i am just feeling like a reinvented me.... i feel as if i am passed the shit and feel as if i have become pretty good at picking myself up and carrying on. My life was a bit of a mess while i was living with other ppl, i know i shouldn't have let it be but i now also relaise, that for me time alone and qulality time in the evenings with Daniel is detrimental to my happiness and no amount of $$$ saved is worth giving that up for, as selfish as that may seem!

I just found out that i can still enter the Body For Life Comp!!!! YAY! and for some reason that has just added a whole new element of fuel to the fire!

Also, i am enrolling in certificate III & IV of fitness today! Woohoo! This will keep me sane whilst im here! Other than that i just feel emphatically HAPPY! Yesterday afternoon i went throlugh this little beer crave patch, so stuck a diet coke in my back pack and rode home with funky tunes cranking, i felt like i was floating on air by the time i got home.... beer craving long forgotten! Using the BFL success journal to record your achievements for the day is awesome too; it's like a little propellar that shoots you to the next level. Dec 14 i finish my comp - just in time for Christmas! I'm hoping doing this course will also be enough to help me stay focused! Focused on a better way of life, where i feel good about myself and enjoy life so much more!

2 comments:

Jehanne said...

Good on you Kat! It's such a relief to climb back out of that whole isnt it, unfortunately I am only half way up, but I am on the up!!!! ;)

Kaddy said...

you're probably a lot closer to the top than you realise! keep ya sights set on the positive!

xxx