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I didnt sleep last night.... having another go at quititng smoking cold turkey am doing the best ever though! I just decided to stop giving a shit about everybody else and just do it for me....i just got really sick of failing in my own life, with everything i wanted to do..... sitting back taking a back seat ride because it didnt fit in with other parts of my life, but i am so god dammned sick of failing, losing, staying in the same spot and never achieving anything i want to achieve out of life, im really mad and hopefully i can use it to push me forward, just wanna scream arrrrrggggghhhh thats better, a virtual scream will do, as dans mums asleep in the room next door and i like her best when shes sleeping!:)

other than that... i been fishing...!!! will post some pics later.... we've also got fishing wa coming out on our work boat to film in a couple of weeks!!!!! am gonna try and be a fishing star!!! lmao....fishing pics are at work so will post them when i get there....