WE're getting a GYM!!!

My holiday has been cancelled! I can't go home in Sept because i have to work!! Grrrr anyway, u get that, i will get over it!

On a positive; Fishing WA are out on our boat filming this Sunday for work which will be awesome! AND i have just stumbled across a personal trainer who has a gym set up at the back of her house and is currently building a proper one which will be open in Jan!!! YAY!!

So, am running ok, a bit pathetic but am working on it, and am really looking forward to tonight, Dan and I are having "finance hour" - pathetic i know, i'd rather be at home having a meeting than out doing ANYTHING else - even declined a friends birthday party because i knew it would end up being a blinder and i just really need ot focus on moving forward at the moment, am totally over doing 360's in the same spot!

FINANCE hour has come about as i am sick of feeling like im trying to move forward with a weight around my feet, so i told Dan that. We've been together for 8 yrs and i love him to bits but he is such a CRUISER! Works like 60hrs a week, but cruiser via nature.... is just happy to go with the flow... which is cool but it can get frustrating, like he will commit to things ie being my 'work out' partner, then not be phased if he doesn't "work out" with me, and so i've lost it... time to get freakin serious and start doing what we say we'll do.... i want my word to mean something... i'm afraid the one badit habit which has rubbed off on me is that i do the same, before i met him i never ever saide things i didnt mean, speak the truth was my biggest motto, but i think i have become oblivious to it over the years becasue i accepted it rather than getting mad all the time to avoid fighting about things he thought were trivial....

ANYWAY...... all that aside, the highlight to my day will be finance hour.... and i SWARE i AM GOING TO TIE HIM TO A CHAIR IF THAT"S WHAT IT TAKES! although, i doubt i will have to....

have a good weekend everyone!