TO say that this week has beeen HUGE is just an understatement! I've kicked the ciggies forever... i have to keep writing that and telling myself that because i've failed so many times and just can't afford too again...i've got too much to lose...and on the bright side i guess all the failures have really taught me something, so on a brighter note i could say that all of my previous attempts have made me strong enough to succeed today, and the only thing i need to do is keep going...now i am living the life of my dreams... i am already here...i will keep shooting for the stars and just keep moving...i think the key is to not wait for something to happen...not to sit here waiting for something magical to happen because it's just not going to...i have just realised that that's it...the here and now of what i want....
I decided with my trainer yesterday to once again embark on another body transformation thingy - not for a mag, just for myself, my own little thing! I CANT wait, this time im not scared, no nervousness, just hungry...! uhmm for success that is! I have managed to maintain a really good size with my current trainer (i've been with him for a while) he has a very holistic approach...i finds that whilst i eat how he recommends i seldom get cravings...and when i do, i just eat what i want then get on with it! no guilt, no crap feelings because its life and i got a whole lot of other things to stress about instead!@
His mind set is so encouraging - hes just like "dont complicate things, if you have a bad time just get on with it" hes the BEST!
So anyway, will probably be seeing the gorgeous Rae C in the next few weeks! Just can't wait~!!!!!! and another torture session with coach... although... he actually went easy on me last time as i wasn't feeling well, i can see things being ALOT different next visit!
Ok...so here i go...feeling STRONG! not getting my desired results is not an option!
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